Bad news, bad day.

Today I have been to the hospital and collect my test report, the doctor said that my cortisol level is too high, this explain why I have gained so much weight throughout this 3 months. Doctor said I might have Cushing’s syndrome which is very abnormal in pregnant lady, however, she had arranged an ultrasound scanning for me 2 days later. I hope everything would be fine, my baby need to be fine.

Third appointment

It’s the third month with my angel sleeping inside me. I can really feel his presence inside, his heartbeat and his warmth. It feels so great to be a mom! 

I went to the hospital for my regular check up and asked the doctor about my weight gain conditions, she mentioned that its not very good, but it isn’t unusual among pregnant ladies. However, I requested for a detailed check up and want to know what exactly is the problem. I want to keep my baby as safe as possible, I need to get rid of all possible factor that might harm my baby.

She agreed, and took my blood for testing. I was told to wait for week for my result to be ready. Shall come again next week!

Fat mommy.

Oh no, I am continuing gain a lot of weight, especially around my abdominal. I don’t know whether is it normal for a pregnant woman to gain so much weight during pregnancy. I have already control my diet and have been eating on time. Having more fruit and vegetables, I have been very obedient, following the doctor’s instructions. 

Well, I know by worrying will not help much, they say pregnant lady should maintain cheerful and be in good mood always. I will ask the doctor the next time I had my check up. 

First check-up.

Today I had my first check up. Doctor said that my baby is healthy, just that I need to keep track of my diet as I gain too much weight. HAHAHA I am well fed by my husband and mother-in-law. Having nutritious soup and 4 meals per day! I guess the angel inside me has huge appetite! Well, as long as my baby is healthy, I am happy!

Worthwhile visit to the hospital.

Today, while I was trying to get myself a cup of coffee in the pantry, I was feeling giddy. The next moment I realize I was in the hospital. I FAINTED!!! Wondering why I am so excited that I faint? Because the moment I woke up I saw the doctor, she told me I am slightly anaemic.

But, what’s so good about being anaemic????

Simply because my condition is due to the presence of an angel in my body!!

Yess!! I AM PREGNANT!!!!

It is an unexplainable happiness that rushed throughout my body upon hearing that news! I wasn’t concerned about my condition but more concern about the condition of my baby. However, doctor said my baby is safe and sound inside me.

It’s an amazing day, few days ago I wasn’t feeling uptight about my late menstrual. I thought it will be another fake alarm. But who knows that it is a gift god gave to me! Tomorrow is my husband’s birthday, I want to keep the news to myself and surprise him with this news tomorrow! I am sure that it would be the most precious gift he received.

p.s. OH YES, I’M  GOING TO BE A MOTHER.

Busy life.

I had been so busy in my work over the past few months. Meetings, rushing proposals, calling clients, working day and night. I feel so stressed up, menstruation is late for a week, but I won’t give myself false hope, I know it is not because that I am pregnant.

I met an angel.

Today I received a call from my brother-in-law, telling me that my sister had gave birth to their first child, Teffy. I felt very happy that I was finally an aunt. I told my husband to drive me to the hospital to have the first meeting with my niece.

Upon arrival, I saw a beautiful picture. My brother-in-law was sitting at the edge of the bed, holding his little angel in his arm and my sister was whispering something to Teffy. Their joy and happiness filled up the whole room. As I walked up to them, I saw Teffy, she was so adorable. I requested to carry her and my brother-in-law hand her over to me slowly. The moment she landed on in my arms, I can immediately sense the warmth and joy she brings. Looking deeply into her small face, she resemble an angel. I can feel her so small yet can bring so much happiness to the family.

I didn't want to let go off her, as if I could carry her for the whole day and look at her incredibly cute face without getting tired or bored. Back in my mind, I was thinking, how great it will be if this is my daughter, child of my own.

Good times pass fast, soon, the nurse came into the ward and told us she needs to bring Teffy back for feeding. I hand Teffy to her unwillingly yet carefully.

I pray hard everyday just hoping to get an angel of my own .